This newsletter is finding you on a Monday, instead of our usual Friday, because a tree fell on our internet cable. Which feels fitting for a week filled with lessons on adaptability and gratitude. Practicing creative problem solving when things don't go as planned, finding new ways to stay true to my art practice during uncertain times, and not holding too tightly, staying open, along the way. 

Documenting work even when conditions aren't perfect. The light wasn't ideal, the timing wasn't what I planned, but I showed up. Sometimes good enough really is good enough. I ended up delighting in the process once we got going. The bird songs, the strong winds and time to bond with finished works. This is Ease 12.5”x31”x1”.

These small volcanic embroidered studies have been my adaptability in action this week. We've had storms, guests visiting, birthday planning in the works. Life has been  happening, double speed. Tufting wasn't practical this week. I have to say I was proud of myself for noticing and pivoting.These portable studies let me stay engaged with my volcanic practice in a playful, silly, joyful way. Same core vision, different extremely nostalgic technique.

The contrast between conventional new yarn and my upcycled dyed textiles  is so clear up close. The pink chunky texture at the bottom has this  luscious, full bodies, textured, unique quality I only get through the labor of finding textiles, dyeing them, stripping and winding them. It takes so much longer. It also means so much to me. Adapting these materials to align with my values, even when it's harder, is totally worth it. 

This slower, more meditative process has been a beautiful counterpoint to the physical intensity of tufting. It was my first entry into fiber arts, the one I turn to during times of change, to self soothe, fill my tank and rekindle my creative spirit. It’s a completely different pace with the same creative fuel.

Looking back at one of my earliest volcanic works really blows my mind. Its small, experimental, made with reclaimed yarn, not yet incorporating upcycled textiles.. A year later, I can see how this raw experimentation was the foundation for everything I'm making now. The core was there, even when the technique was still forming.

These delicious fruits came from a  papaya tree that's  coming to the end of its life cycle. It was the first tree I grew successfully on our property. A total win and a massive milestone. It was quick to sprout, abundant, fast fruiting. It felt like how my creativity used to be. Rapid fruitful cycles, with quick delicious bounty.

Now I'm planting fruit trees that take up to 15 years to fully fruit, both in my garden and in my life. Different timelines, different rhythms, but all producing goodness. Some things grow fast, some grow slow. Both deeply matter and have their place.

I finished the volcano tote this week! This embroidered piece was my very first volcanic work when we first moved to the land. I dreamed it, woke up, and created it quickly. Years later, I finally thought to put it on a cutie little tote bag. The core image has stayed with me, inspiring so many current works.

Also, Banjo girl supervising in the corner, always modeling rest, and getting in her sunbathing while I work.

The side of the driveway was overrun with weeds and a bountiful mulch pile waiting to be integrated. Not ideal, especially since its one of the first things we see when we enter the property. 

Weeds pulled and mulch spread. I lined the driveway with lava rocks, the foundation of this land, and created a scrappy little hobbit garden. It's not finished, but it's transformed. The best part? I made steps in the right direction on a project I was postponing.  Progress, not perfection.

Another view showing how the lava rocks frame the driveway with  the greenhouse and compost area behind it. I love how generous this land has been in projects, lessons, sunshine, and peace. 

(even a few days late, or maybe it's the perfect timing.)

This week reminded me that consistency isn't about holding too tight and rigid. Showing up is the real gem of this work, and that can look wildly differently than planned. Sometimes its even better! 

Thank you for adapting with me. 

(actually this Friday, you’re getting me twice this week)!

Love,

Coco